I dream about you a lot
I obsess over speaking to you at night fall
When the curtains of my soul drop low
As I wonder into dreamland
Just to race back to reality
In hopes of being with you
But I AM fearful of your rejection
I feel like not knowing is less painful
To think I loved you
Or to wonder if I am in love with you
I can’t decipher between the two
If I loved you that’s admitting I once was a fool
But if I love you
I still am a fool
Foolishly hoping that you will notice me
Trapping me back into your deceptions
Using my body
Never connecting with my essences
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